Every time I feel like I’m starting to get better, something small comes along and completely destroys me. It really hurts, and I don’t know how to handle it.
Sometimes it feels like people are trying to hurt me on purpose, even if I know deep down that isn’t the case. Each interruption, each micro aggression, and each conflict feels like a personal attack.
People have always told me that I take things too personally. Which is easy to say when you are surrounded by good vibes and respectful people. When you are like me, people don’t even think of you enough to consider your feelings or well being.
This is why it feels so personal. It is like people make it a point to treat you like you don’t matter. Even though, in their minds, they don’t even think about you as enough of a person to hurt in the first place.
I just want to be better. To not cry multiple times a day. To have people in my life that are respectful and consistent. To not have my mind torture me nonstop.
Sorry that this is a downer post, but sometimes letting out these feelings is my only way of keeping myself sane.
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